i feel so deflated at this moment.  when i think everything is going well, something comes up to pop my bubble.  i feel like i can never get a head.

I'm soooo excited

this weekend i'll be seeing my brother from another mother.  let me tell you about this guy.  he is the most romantic, caring, honest, funny, handsome guy i know.  i haven't seen him in such a long time.  he is now a father of two and is married to his high school sweetheart.  i'm bursting with excitement i just can't wait.