if you really knew me

so my girl brittany had done this and i thought it would be fun....

if you really knew me...

*you would know that i was born in jersey but grew up in iowa.


*you would know that i feel like i've past the loml


*you would know that i look innocent, but really am not


*you would know that i will never live on a second floor of an apartment building


*you would know i love my friends as much as i love my family


*you would know that i'm secretly lonely


*you would know that i feel like the peacekeeper of my family


*you would know that i have a secret crush on a boy 12 years my junior


*you would know that i'm slipping away from my oldest friend


*you would know that i desperately want children