May 10, 2010
a couple days have past
since i wrote last. i've had a couple busy days and lazy ones with that. spent the weekend with the parental units and did a little shopping. took my mom to lunch on saturday since sunday would have been wicked crowded. this way i knew we would have good service and special attention. i hope she had a good weekend, i never know. this is one woman who can never make up her mind about anything. it gets frustrating at times. i don't think she knows what she wants. how do you deal with that. my father asked me late last night if i thought my mother had a nice mother day. i don't know. i can't help someone who does not know themself what they want. don't get my wrong, i love my mother from here to the moon, but she is one who can drive me up the wall. at times i feel like i have to ensure that my parents are happy and entertain. and they wonder why i'm single. i feel like i would be shunning them if i did spend time with a man. i feel obligated to spend my days off with them when all i really want to do is sleep. i guess i need to find a man first. am i alone in this thinking.