do you ever feel like the world is closing in on you. finding your emotions are like splatter paint...all over the place. that's how i'm feeling right this moment. i just want to crawl up under my covers and sleep for days on end. do not want anyone to visit me, talk to me, email me...nothing.
lately all i can say is how i'm terrible tired. this can't be right. i wake up in the morning and tell my self "self...today is going to be a good day" and then i run into people. moody people that say something that just gets under your skin. irritate me to the point where i can imagine my arm lifting from my side, winding up to gain momentum to bitch slap the person across the face. only in a perfect world (sigh). it's that or either cry my eyes out in frustration.
it's a never ending battle that i fight on a daily, weekly, month, yearly basis.